It was my younger sis Bevie's 17th BIRTHDAY on sat!

I text her at 12 midnite

"HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MEI-ER!
hope dat u'll stop growing fat
& be an WuShu Queen! Love u! (:"


bdae's like so impt to her.
she has been emphasizing dat her bdae's coming since..
dunno when ald.
so a few weeks ago
i went to Queenstown to get a red skateboard for me.
she's been asking for it.
de 1 dat she had at home was kinda 'pirated'
dere's no rough surface for her to step on
n de wheels r veh shaky.
IT COST $99!!!
bevie wee see dis??
hahaha!

den on her bdae
we went to Sakura at Clementi Woods for buffet.
i went dere b4
with Bei, twin and fam.
it was alrite dat time
but dis time round..
goodness.

its realli kinda bad
cos it was ultra crowded!
den de most pissed off thing was
its noisy enough ald.
somebody just had to make comments like..
'its de worst buffet ive eaten'
'its for ppl with kids to come here. noisy enough.'
'shd go to some buffet at club st.. '
money??


de thing is..
ur not required to pay.
n my dad chose dis place
cos he wans to try it out after seeing it on tv.
though we noe its not up to standard
but just make a lil comment n shhh..
if not it'll be veh diff on ppl rite?
dis somebody's always liddat.
cant spare a thot for ppl.


anyway.. went for publicity photoshoot
for 'THE GANG'
this is the official poster.


here're some of the group pics dat we took!




i love dis more! (:

ya ur rite
its so tiring to please every1 in my life.
im trying to as well.
but i just cant.
i just get so affected.
i realli hope i could not get so affected
wen some1's unhappy with me
or wen in a quarrel.
perhaps if i just leave things lying for awhile
probably it'll get settled by itself.
but its ME.
its just in me to not leave things as it is
n will get affected by it until de thing gets settled.

yes its tough.
i realli din mean to let it affect u.
all i need was some consoling smth swt n nice.
not just asking me to 4get it.
mayb its diff to ask for given de attitude ive given.
im just sorry.







hate it.
hate myself.
hate de way i behave.

IM SOO SOO SOO IRRITATED!!!

Y CANT U JUST LEAVE ME ALONE???
Y CANT U JUST LET ME OFF???
JUST STOP BEING SO SARCASTIC!!!
FOR GOODNESS SAKE!


n y cant i just 4get bout it
or just turn a deaf ear?
i realli dunno y.
it just stuffs me up.

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I WANT TO OFFICIALLY INTRO
A SWEETIE PIE!!!

SOCKSS!!!!

opps!
i dun have his pic in my hp
its all in my cam!
super super cute!!
will keep u all updated k? (:


u dunno how cute he is when
he runs ard de grass patch!
which seems to be his fav spot.
n he's so obedient and responsive
dat he doesnt realli need to be leashed wen he's out.
cos he'll just run towards u if u walk too far
or he'll just run to u wen u call him.
n wen im playing with him on de grass
he'll run into my arms wen i call him & clap my hands!
he's so cute wen u doing de kiss kiss sound
n he crawls over to u
n give u a kiss on de lips!
& & &!
he barks kinda manly
though chihuahuas have sharp barks!
so cute!
Bei loves him veh much too!
puts him on her lap
while she's driving.
n tries not to disturb his slp
so she drives super slow.
so thotful (:


maddi, jac n auntie love him veh much too
but only ah ma dun realli like him.
hmm..
mayb i shd say its not dat she dun like him
but she kinda dun welcome him.
cos she's afraid Sockss's like de previous dog
who'll destroy everything on his way.
n she's afraid Sockss will dirty de place.
but Sockss is so much smaller
n is totally harmless!
i realli hope she'll come to a day wen she likes him alot too.



anyway..
Elderly are weird.
temperamental actually.
it really needs lots of time tgt
to noe wat 1 is reali like.
thankfully i dun have to face all dat
from any elderly in my family.
poor Bei n de rest.