i once blogged
cos i wish to share my life with ppl
who bothered to read my blog
cos dey care alot bout me,
wat's up with my life,
how im doing n stuff.


but now..

ive lost de blogging bug.


cos i feel dat no matter wat i blog bout
every1 has smthing to say
every1 has smthing to comment about.


relationship matters r smthing so personal.
smthing not outsiders can realli unds.
& its not for u all to make any wild guesses
w/o any freaking proof.


i was realli pissed wen i read my tagboard de other day.
i felt realli hurt
dat ppl has to make such false statements
bout me
bout my frens.
every1 has to be responsible for ur own actions
dats wat i wan 2 say.

i realli feel like closing down my blog
or make it private.
but i cant bear to.
so mani nice ppl hav supported me all dis while
defended me wenever ppl said nasty stuff.
its realli veh nice to see de tags dey leave
i like to feel appreciated in everything i do.
not dat i wan 2 tell every1 wat ive done for dem
but sometimes
it jus feels great to have somebody saying
a heartfelt 'THANK YOU'.
rite now im not closing dis blog down
cos of de viewers
who supported me rite from de beginning
& hav nvr given me up.



anyway my life has been happy so far.
i hanged out with frens almost everyday
till late in de nite.
im not avoiding anything.
ive changed
yes i admit dat.
ive changed to enjoy my freedom more den b4.
but i can onli say i clearly noe wat im doing
its not a moment of rash dat ive becomed
who i m today.
so all of my frens & family
please dun worry bout me k?
im perfectly alrite (: