OMG!!!
I JUST FREAKING NOE DAT
MY A'S RESULTS IS OUT
NXT FRIDAY!!!
AHHHHH!!!

im seriously not prepared at all!
i din expect it to be so fast
cos i thot it'll be like the mid march or smthing.
oh no!!
im really super duper scared & nervous!!
i must really pray hard dat i'll do well!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!



anyway i jus came back from de hospital
my grandma seems fine.
jus dat her leg is kinda tied up
cos her hip bone broke i think.
n wen she's toking to us
she's still perfectly fine.
but wen de nurses came to change her diapers
she was groaning in pain..
so poorthing...
n after dat she was realli like trembling in pain.
see ald also feel so sad.


den dere's another old lady at de opp bed.
i tink she broke her arm
n its wrapped up in a cast.
she keeps wanting to get out of bed
& tried to remove de cast.
de nurses hav no choice but to tie 1 of her hands
but wen dey left
she tried to untie de knot again..
aiyo so poorthing.
suddenly jus feel dat every1 will hav to pass by dis stage
grow up..
become old..
sick..
die...
dis is like a natural cycle.
we realli hav to treasure de time spent with our loved 1s
cos time jus passes so quickly.
alrite
dats jus a little emo note
to end a boring & lifeless day for me..
gdnite every1
tml will be a better day <3

i seriously miss my baby!!! argh!!!


don't give me empty promises
im realli tired of it....